NAK NAK NAK NAKKKKKK!!
chop! before that i want to say this, BABI BABI tetiba je my layout is missing! DAH TAKDE! gosh rasa mcm nak nanges kejap. penat je buat dulu. beria je pilih2 layout pastu tetiba dah abes tempoh or whatever shit happen with the website, suddenly layout takde. dah la before this background colour is black. i purposely changed my writing colour to white so that you guys can read but now, kena tukar balik. aaarrgghhh menyusahkan!! on top of that,i forgot ape link website layout tu. damn. mana nk carik layour baru?? FUCK!
okay, sudah mencarut.
haiiii!!! lama gila kan tak update? sorryyyyyyy biziiii sangat sangat sangat. you have no idea! chewwahhh xde la busy sangat pon sebenarnya. tapi malas nak tulis. that's all. when i write something out, mesti nak kena fikir grammar bla3...so i get malas. like REALLY malas. and then i just skip whatever that i wanted to say and leave them behind. i got sooo many things to tell you but then again, some of them dah lupa and some of them are like too long to tell. so right now i just tell you whatever that i have in mind lah, okay?
actually kadang2 i feel like this blog really is my punching bag. whenever i get angry, i write it here. whenever i get really sad and moody and blue, i write it here. i rarely write something nice, something happy or something that can make you go aaaaawwwww...it always something stressful and burdensome to your mind. i'm sorry...i just need a place to share cause i myself can't handle it. sorry tau...
sometimes, i want to be like everybody else. i mean, everybody else punya blog. they write what they do, they write stuff that happen in their life and mostly, joyful thing. me?? urghhh i write Ugly things. maybe i should change...what do you think? fine, i know nobody will comment so i'll sort this matter out myself..
so back to the topic, nak boyfriend hot tak?? mesti lah nak kan? like duuhhhh...-_-
i just had a fight with myself a few minutes ago which i put on my blue birdie, about meatballs and diet-ing. I know, i know...i'm always like this. *sigh* what to do? this is me. selagi tak kurus and only God knows when i'll be thin, i will keep saying this. i will keep mentioning this. i will keep having this thought every day! i know. i'm a loser. it's not that i can't accept my body or the way i look now but i think it's in the nature of a woman, wants to be thin and slender and that will lead you to being HOT. and HOT means cute guys, rich men and educated boys will be around your hips! maybe not ALL women are like me but i'm just being one of the majority.
okay shit, tetiba xde mood nk tulis. rs nk letak ni dalam draft but since dah tulis panjang, nah amik la..sorry tak finishkan.bye
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