Not happy at all

my mood was okay..up until the last 30 minutes before this. and then everything went wrong. My berukben cannot be use anymore...whenever i try to, it appears on the desktop for a while and then vanished.  just for few seconds, really few few seconds, it gave me huge hope that i can go online and finish up my readings on Salem witch hunt and a few seconds after that, it took the hope away from me. just like that. and i become mad at this situation. I'm very tired actually and hope that i can go to sleep (just got back from gym) and this shit happen and there's really nothing i can do besides that lift up my big ass and walk to CC asiah. FUCK!

So here I am, at asiah...facebook-ing, searching whatever is necessary for my script and some other regular stuff when suddenly, this one stupid really really stupid sister who changed the channel from TV2, (showing this one cartoon. i bet you all knew this cartoon. the girl from Kansas with lion, tin man and toto the dog. really, i know the title but can't remember it right now) , to astro ria showing this FUCKING STUPID MASSIVE STUPID sifu dan tongga. LIKE FUUUUCKKKKKKKKK!!!!! babi lah cerita bodoh ni! knp wat cerita bodoh ni yg TAKDE TUJUAN lansung membazir duit rakyat malaysia pergi tengok! lansung tak membina minda, in fact buat semua org jadi cacat! like wtf weyh wtf???? AKU FUCK CERITA BODOH NIH MCM MOTHERFUCKERRRR SANGATTTTTTTTTT!!! ARRRRRGGHHHH BABI BABI BABI BABIIIIIII!!

okay sudah. aku lagi rela tengok crita kartun tu dari tgk crita bodoh mcm babi ni. i'll change it. after this. So another thing that added to my misery this evening is M. again, it's M. He didn't reply my message in FB, but obviously enough he did online-d before because his questions in formspring were answered and yeah, he didn't reply my email eventhou he did online. you know how frustrating is that?? VERY! So yeah, i guess he's really not the one for me. again. It's impossible anyway so it's okay...at least tak jatuh cinta lagi. okay, enough for now.dah sakit hati sangat tgk crita babi ni i can't stand it anymore so nk blah dari sini. BODOH PUNYA SISTERRR!!!

im mad. ignore all the grammar mistakes. like i care!